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SpRiNg BrEaKiE [09 Apr 2004|10:52am]
About..3 more days until spring break is over. *wails* Where did those days go?! Back to school then about an month and half then we're OUTTTT!! I'll be junior soon! *dances around* whee! I have nuffin else to say right now :-/ *sigggghs* *thinks* Wait..I do..I LOVE VICTORIA! :-D *huggies her* hehe. Yepp, pretty much everyone knows how much I really love her. Shes the amazing thing that has ever happened to me. *winks at Vic* hehe well Me outtie now. Talk to ya'll later! Buhbyes!
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Awww shyt! [15 Mar 2004|11:05pm]
awww man...school tmw..why cant we have another snow day! WAITTTTTTT, I do not want another one coz then we won't get out of school until the end of May..no way, not happening at all!

So hmm...I am grounded..only about 6 more days left until I am done grounded but I asked mom if I can go to the dance on Friday, she said 'we'll see' so we will have to see, I am gonna beg my mom to let me go- starting weds morning! *mom can i go to th dance* comes home from school on weds..*mom can i go to the dance on friday?!* goes to bed..wakes up thursday morning..MOM Can I go to the dance? goes to school...comes home from school *mom can I go to the dance tomorrow?* goes to bed...wakes up Friday morning *mom can I go to the dance and recieves a answer* YESSSS!!!!! WHEEEE! LOL *thinks...* wow I wish she would actually let me know Friday morning or something but I doubt it, lol she'll probably let me know after school so yeah. Hehe..hmm oh wellie!

I got some messages for some people..so here it is:

BEKI--I miss ya bunchies :(, I wanna talk to you ASAP so...btw my new screen name is AfSuNnYoRaNgE87 so add me if you can, alright?

VIC-- I wuv ya bunchies! Can't believe we are grounded *looks around* ohh well too bad!

ANNIE-- _ _ _ _ and Annie sittin in the tree...K I S S I N G ! *muwaha and runs away*

TAYERS-- Foooooo! Asked Chris to a Burke's prom...awessssomie!! Hehe talk to ya on AIM sumtimes!!

LISS-- *growls at Cody and Erica* can't believe both of them *shakes my head* I hafta deal with Erica talkin about Cody 24/7..woww....SHUT UP ERICA! LOL So yeaaaah!

KRISTI- shame on you..shame on you! *imtating Doug "you diguest me!"* I didn't say nothing!! *la la la la la and runs away*

DOUG-- Hope you aren't reading this shyt! Hiiiiiiiiiiiii and Lattttter, duchebag *imitating you*

Well, a new announcement for everyone...my new screen name is aFsUnNyOrAnGe87....Af- Amanda Fick or A&F (clothes brand) and Sunny orange...bootiful color! *dances around the sun...HOT!* and 87 is the year I born..1987..not 1887, alrighty! I would be dead and OLLLLLLLLD as hella *heeee!* So yeppers! Well...sowwi, me outtie! Good nitey! Buhbyes..about the time I updated the LJ! *dances around....pats everyone on the head....not Vic or Kristina..u guys taller than me so I cant reach it!* Muwaha*
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Oops... [19 Feb 2004|11:34pm]
Oopies..the time is wrong, it is at PM, not the AM, I just fixed it haha, if I did that thing, I would be in school and it would be during Algebra class Haha so yeahh...yeppers, just lettin' ya ll know. Byeeeeeeee for now!
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Hip is killing me! [19 Feb 2004|11:29am]
Oh yeah, by the way, other reason why I had an okay day is coz my damn hip was killing me was hella! (BOTH hips) but now, the left one hurts even more, so I am not even 100% sure if I could do track this year :-/ mom said I shouldn't! *waaaahhh* But we'll see, I dont start track until March 1st though. Well, am outtie right now, thanxxx! Buhbyes! Luvies to ya'll!
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HeYyYa! [19 Feb 2004|11:02am]
Heyyy everyone! Whatcha ya'll been up to? Me not muchie...just going nuts! *growls* Today was alright. Was terrible at school but until then later, it's much better. Will tell about it now:

At 7:45am this morning, I went to school. Got into a classroom, sat down, then Chris came in (late) and then he had this 'I am depressed and am not happy with someone' face. I knew it was something wrong so I tried to like talk to him but he seem to ignore me or something. Like...wtf? So, then I was workin' on my artwork in History class while the teacher lecturing (blahh boring, did I look interested?....NOPE!). So, hm, then I looked up, saw Chris and Dan D and my terp hidin' sumthing and I knew it was about me. So I gave my terp a look and was like 'Chris mad or what?' She said 'He told me why he's mad', so I asked her 'Why?', she said she'll tell me after class. So, somehow, Chris and Dan D were by the teacher so the terp had a chance to tell me, then I was like 'thats bullshit!! fuck him, he's always causing goddamn problems!' I got all mad, and then my terp told me to calm down, so I did (kinda) then Chris left, then my terp explained more. So I just walked out of room and walked by Chris, completely ignored him and acted like I was mad or something like that, went up the stairs and got to my locker, and got some shit outta there then went to my class and just sat down and started studyin' for English test (about MacBeth *screaaaaaaams*). Me and Chris didn't talk at all during that class...that's good :) I didn't even wanna talk to him at all. So the class was over, I just walked outta room without waitin' for him like usually. So, I just walked to my locker and then walked downstairs (almost got on the 1st step to the stairs) then I noticed Chris was going that way so I just turned around and walked other way to advisement room which is like a longer walk from the way Chris was going. So I just kept on walking until I got to the library, he was walking slowly so I just walked even more slower. Then he finally got into advisement room, then I got in there behind him, he walked and sat down. Then I just sat down and then waited for my terp to come in coz I wanted her to go to the nurse with me. Then the terp came in, then I somehow complained about my hip, and I doubt Chris caught that, he thought I wanted to go to nurse coz I was feeling 'sick'. I wasn't feeling sick, I just needed some ice for my hip and to call my mom to make some damn appt. for my hip. So, Chris was like 'You sick or what?' I said 'No, my hip hurts, now shut up!' then he made some face at me. So I just left the room (terp didn't go with me). Found a teacher (my favorite study hall teacher from last year) and asked her to go with me, she did but the nurse was closed (DAMN!) So i went back to the advisement room....then Mike K was calling me a pussy, so I told him to shut up, and then Mike told Chris to tell me 'You're a pussy' , Chris didn't tell me that, he just laughed at me, so I finally said 'Well guess what?!! I am so fuckin glad we aren't friends anymore, I can't stand you at all!' Then he just said 'What did I do?!!" I am like 'Hmmm...well, THINK HARDER!' then I just got up and went to the other side of the room..*sighs* Fuck Chris. I know you guys are friends with him too, but what my terp told me about what Chris told him is that I was tryin' to steal his 'elementary school friends' like Kristina, Victoria, etc. I'm like 'wtf' coz Chris asked Kristina if she could to his house, and she said 'I dont know coz we're going to Mandie's.' So he thinks I was takin our friends away from him coz they hang out more with me than him. Well, I can't stand Chris anymore. Oh yeah, like after 7th hour when I walked in the hallway on my way to other side of the building to 8th period room (near the gym) and then Chris just somehow came up to me and said 'Guess what!!?!' with an happy face. I am like 'huh what?' He said 'I slept in the class during the stupid movie! Ms. Ring didn't care if I slept in the class!' Im like 'Okay?' then I was thinking 'Who cares if you sleep in class, theres other kids sleepin in their classes, so its not a big deal but nice..' yeah whatever. BLaah...sowwi ya'll hafta hear about me complainin about Chris. I just cant stand him anymore! *grrrrrrowwwwwwwwls and runs over Chris with mah semi truck* *Thinks: wait, I dont have a semi truck. Damn* haha.

How did my day get better? Well, I was with Beki for awhile, at least an half hour or so. We talked and hung out (FINALLY!!) I missed her bunchies coz we didn't hang out that much anymore before. No idea what happened but we got that worked out, right, Beki? *winks* Yeppers. Then Beki had to leave coz her dad didn't want her to go out but how nice of him letting her out to pick me up from school. So, hm, after Beki left, then Kristi and Mandy came over. I somehow thought they were playing a joke on me that Victoria wasn't there and I thought Vic was really there. I wasn't happy that Vic wasnt there with them. Kristi was makin a face like Vic was hiding or something haha. Damn you, Kristi! Haha but yeah. It was funny but I was sad! *Frowns mah face*. Yeah...then me and Kristi and Mandy went to Dollar General to get sum shit and then went to Taco Bell's. 3 people at TB knew sign language...the girl from RHS asked us 'Do you all go to RHS?' I said 'no, just me' so yeppers. Then when we were eating tacos, 2 people on Mandy's side (right side) was waving to get my attention and asked us if we are deaf and what school we go to. Yeppers...her mom used to work at NSD and asked me if Ralston was a good school, yeppers, she goes to Andersen Middle School (7th grade). And her dad (I think?) lost some hearing and is 40 years old haha. We didn't need to know that but yeah. It was weird how 3 people in one place knew sign language and was asking us questions, haha. Then we left, and went back to my apartment, hung out for awhile...going thru maganizes. I tried calling Vic coz I was dyin' to talk to her but couldn't get ahold of her until like maybe few times...then she said she couldn't talk and will call me back in 10 minutes. So in 10 minutes, she did call back but said that my line said 'No Service' or something like that.. like the line wouldn't go thru or whatever. So I tried calling Vic myself..couldn't get ahold of her until later. Finally got ahold of her but only talked for like what, 2 minutes! *growls* coz her dad needs the phone about the computer, then she said her parents said I can call at 8pm. I couldn't call at 8pm coz mom was on the phone *damn* so I had Beki callin her for me and ask if she could call me at 9pm. Beki called and then letted me know that Vic might not be able to call me at 9, I just somehow got sad and started crying lil bit haha. I guess I really needed to talk to her *HEEEEY, I LOVE HER BUNCHIES, alright!???!* So, yeah..then later I got online like around 9 30 or whatever, talked to Victoria thru the cell, wasn't able to talk to her that much tonight (sadd about that, that's also unusual too!) We usually call and talk to each other for an hour or 2 every nights but not for last 2 nights. Blaaah *freakin mom using the phone for her game--wowwww, not!* So yeah, I bettttttttttttterrrrrrrrrr see her tomorrow or I am gonna scream my head off, SERIOUSLY!! I really have to see her tomorrow, I am like, must be with her almost every day. I love her too much to let her go! *HUgggggs my babe * Well, I have to go now. Good nitey, ya'll! Thanks, byebye! Enjoy readin my LJ, huh? Haha, I guess, hehe, well BTW, VICTORIA, I LOVE YOU!!! HOPE I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW!! Beki, it was great seeing you! LYLAS Kristi and Mandy L, had fun with you guys today , thanx for keepin' me company!
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SICCCCCCCCCK! [10 Feb 2004|12:19pm]
*Screams* *Runs into the wall and bams, falls down* *Groans*
Alright, I got no clue wut's wrong with my body! I am like ...becoming weakie, sick, and I am assuming that the immune system is trying to kill me. *waves good bye* I have to leave you all. I am sorry, everyone. Don't ever forget that I'll always love ya'll, ya'll are like my sisters and realllllly good friends. *Fading in my eyes and goes to sleep in peace*

*Wakes up...SCRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMSSS*
I am back! I am not dead! WHeeeee I talked to god and see if he could send me back to the world so I can be with you all :) *dances around* Wait..I just realized that I am better! *Dancing around with an wonderful joy!* Wheee

*looks around* I think I am in an weird mood :-/ haha but yeppers...I haven't gone to school for 3 days (Thursday *last week*, Monday, and Tuesday). Even though Monday and Tuesday were half days coz of the parent/teacher conferneces. I couldn't go coz in the mornings I was feeling realllllllly WEAK like I couldn't move at all *groans* the school gets out at 11:30am so it was too late for me to go to school (if it was an whole day of school, then I would go during my lunch). So yeppers. Well blaaah..but hey, mah babe's coming over at 4 to 4 30! Wheee I can't wait to see her though, she cheers me up. I wuv you babe! (mah babe knows who I am talking about). Hehe wtf..I dont know if I am making any sense at all but yeah. Well I am gonna bounce..need to get off my mom's computer coz I am not supposed to be on it *oopies* so hmm..yeah...talk to ya'll later! Buh byes
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Can't sleep...... [30 Jan 2004|01:23am]
Heya everyone. I can't sleep right now and I am like already really tired. I didn't go to bed until 2 30am last night. Haven't even took any naps at all after school. Few reasons:
- Victoria stayed with me until 7 30pm *thanx for keepin me company, hun!*
-Chores: cleaning kitchen, microwave, sweeping the floor, washing the floor, and picked up dining room.
- Started on mah homework..ended up I left mah fuckin' Shakespeare book in mah locker at skool so I am not able to memorize 10 lines by around 9 30am tmw morning *dammmmn!*
-Took a long bath *nice hot one, alrighty?*

So yeah, thats all I did today..blaah...I wanna to sleep, I am sure I'll be tired as hella later, might try to sleep during science class if I can haha :-p coz all we do in there is doing an book assignment. It usually takes me 5 to 10 minutes to finish it. Blah so yeppers. I usually write notes or chitchat w/ Erica Hall when I am done. But yep, the science teacher was gettin on mah nerves. He asked me sum dumb question..im like 'huh?' haha alright whaaaatever. But anyway..I am eating Ramen soup right now (Orginial kind...yummmmmy!) So yepp...Im gonna go now, so talk to ya'll later! Muwaha. Dunno mah plans for Friday night (tonight) I wanna hang out w/ sum friends 2night since I might have a chance to go out tonight so..yepp, lata! Buhbyes
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Tirrrrred [29 Jan 2004|01:37am]
Blaaah! I am reallly tired. I stayed up until 3am last night coz I was thinking about so much things and then I watched a movie called 'Jaws III' it's really creepy..blaah then in science class we watched an shark video. Well offically, Weds is an bad day for me. Why? I'll list them:

-During advisement, I went up to mah coach's room to talk to him since my terp told me that the coach wanna talk to me. He was really mad when I walked into the room. My god....he was like 'Where were you on Friday and Saturday?' I was like 'huh, what are you talking about? I thought mah mom called you and talked to you and that it was fine with you that I don't play game on Friday and Saturday since I am grounded' He was like 'no, your mom tried to connect me but didn't talk to me' I was like 'Oh okay' he said 'Well you are missing alot of things so..' I was like 'I know, I am thinking about being done with basketball after tomorrow's game. Then somehow, he told me that I am done with basketball for the rest of the reason. I almost had to cry..for some reason coz I didnt want to be kicked off the team. So..I just somehow couldn't sign so i just left the room then I looked back, saw my terp askin me 'are you okay?' i said 'NO' then i just kept on walking down to art room, was really sad..I even cried on the way down but not harddd haha just tears coming out of my eyes. So yeah.. :-/ I am done with basketball for now. Well fuck the coach anyway, I heard things about him, that he was tellin 2 girls on mah team whos much better than me that they sucked and they didnt even play the game on Friday and Saturday. So jeeez!

-Mah study hall teacher was giving me hard time, tellin me that she has to take away mah advisement time so I could catch up w/ some shit. Well, offically, I got really mad inside, but just didn't show it. She told me I hafta stay after school one day to work with her to catch up. I was like 'I know'. Jeeeez she was just getting on mah nerves.

-I had to meet up with the counselor about 2 times today. One time during the study hall, I wasn't in good mood, btw I was emotional..well duhhh one reason why...*looks around* sum of ya problly know. *woman thing->hint* so yep...goddamn..seems like everytime I have it I always get one bad day out of 5 days of havin that dumb thingie! *sighs* so yeah, then I wanted to skip counselor during lunch but sumhow she came lookin' for me at lunch *groans* yep i know..I was like 'GIMME A BREAK!'

-after lunch, went to science class. Teacher was givin me hard time by sayin 'you have to make up the test that you missed last week' so I just somehow told him 'theres NO way I am gonna take it today coz I am not ahving a good day, alright?' I wasn't in mood so I was kinda hissy at him. then I said 'well, thanks alot for makin mah day worse!' He just laughed and said 'You're welcome' I am like 'idiot' haha. But yepp...

Thats pretty much of bad day I had. Mah day got much better when mah hun came over and visited me. I was so happy, ofc I am usually happy around mah friends and my hun especially ;-D hehe yepp, I wuv her bunchies! Am gonna see her again tmw *wheeee jumps around* muwaha so yeppers. Hmm..lets see..I also went to 7th period and my terp was asking me whats wrong coz I was like all quiet and seemed like I couldnt focus on some work so I explained to her and she said 'I am so sorry about that :( I'll give you a break today' hah coz she usually make me work and not talk or whatever, she would tell me to shut up! Haha but yeah whaaatever. So thats all I hafta say for today :) blaah hehe so I am outtie to bed..its almost 2am..damn! I havent even done mah homework neither.. muwaha..oh well, I am sure I got plenty time in classes tmw to finish them I am fast worker on dat kind of shit :) hehe so talk to ya'll later! BUhbyeeeees
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Me GoInG nUtTtTtTtS! [27 Jan 2004|07:29pm]
Heeeeeeey! Sorry everyone but I am going NUTTTTTTTS! I want Victoria here with me!! *runs around and ran into the walls and falls down* I've been thinking about her all day, couldn't help it. Fooo I LOVE YOU, VICTORIA! You're the bestest thing that has ever happened to me! *hugggggs Victoria* Sowwi everyone, I'm nuts about her :-D *waves good bye* Me outtie! Laaaatttttttttttter, I wuv ya, Vic!!
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Questions....... [20 Jan 2004|11:43am]
Have you ever hit someone forcefully?: Yeppers
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?: Yeppers
Have you ever been in a fist fight?: Yeah if sister counts
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?: Yeppers
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?: Nope
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?: Nope
Have you ever cussed?: *thinks..wtf* dats dumbass question!
Have you ever been on a subway?: Yeppers--I was just a baby!
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?: *looks around* oops
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?: Yeah..I even got caught
Have you ever skipped school?: Yeppers
Have you ever egged someones house?: Nope but I wanna!
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?: Yes...stupid virus!!
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?: Nope
Have you ever missed someone?: Helll yesss!

Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK!



Three Things Survey...
Three things that scare me:
1: Spiders
2: Warrrrr! *growls*
3: Snakes
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Victoria
2: Beki
3: Doug
Three Things I love:
1: Friends
2: Family-especially Grandpa Baker
3: Victoria
Three Things I hate:
1: Fighting w/ sister
2: Chores
3: Practices on Saturday mornings :-/
Three things I don't understand:
1: Mom... :-/ foo
2: Algebra 1 (muwaha)
3: Wars
Three things on my desk:
1: Headphone
2: Phone
3: Mousssssie!
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: Thinking...*looks around*
2: Typing- duhhh
3: Staring at the screen
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: Meet Hilary Duff
2: Going on road trips to couple states w/ group of friends
3: Workin' mah ass off to get mom off her butt so she can get a job
Three things I can do:
1: Play sports
2: Running
3: Get a damn job muwaha
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: Funnnnnn-ay!
2: Outgoing
3: Retarded? J/K eh..Funnnn-ay...well already got that..foo I dunno just ask mah friends
Three things I can't do:
1: Drive (not yetttt)
2: Understand algebra
3: Hear without my hearing aid *foo I need those fixed NOW*

Three Things brought to you by BZOINK!



12:40 am - GeNeRal SuRvEy...
+ Basics +
Are you emotional :: Depends on a situation
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few :: Ehh??
What about movies :: I can't remember
What emotion do you usually feel :: Happy and Maddddd
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: Death :( Especially my grandpa's death...damn hard time
How many times have you done that :: Twice
Where do you cry :: I dunnnno..just depends
Do you hate crying :: Yeah..it hurts baddly (inside)
Do you like it when others cry :: Dumb question, but nope
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: Me...NOPE
Who looks good when they cry :: I have no idea
How else do you express sadness :: Quietness
Are you sad all the time :: Nopppppe
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad :: Depends on the situation
What do you do when you're angry :: trying to relax and get away from area for awhile to think
How short is your temper :: Eh..I dunno, but sometimes it can be longer than 'short'
How long does it take you to calm down :: Depends on the situation
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: Running away
Do you freak out when others are angry :: Nah not really
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you :: I dunno
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad :: Many things..
Do you anger people :: Nope..I problly make Ann madd sumtimes ooops but I dunno..probably not, I make people happy!
+ Joy +
How often are you happy :: more than angery or sadness!
What makes you happy :: Close friends, family, sports *sumtimes*, Fun moments, Victttttoria *huggs*
What do you do when you're happy :: Laugh...Smile...Outgoing
How optimistic are you :: Dunnno
Do happy people make you mad :: Eh..no they dont make me mad
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: Hmm...accidents? I have no idea
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone :: Yepp!
Ever been so happy you cried :: once
Do you smile a lot :: Ofccc
Kiss people a lot:: I dont kiss more than one person, alrighty? on cheeks..fine but lips..nahh I got sumone so thanks alot ;)
Who really makes you happy :: Friends and Victoria (mah hunnie)
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: Yeppers
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared :: SCREAAAM!
What scares you ::
Do you like scaring people :: Yepp especially Victoria!
Do you like the trill of being frightened :: nooooo way!
Does fear accompany anger in your case :: Nahh
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe :: Haha oncce
How often do you panic :: couple of times
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER :: 9/11
What do you do to calm your nerves :: relax..going for a walk (if its a nice weather) and maybe lay in the sun (be in the sun)
Do rollercoasters scare you :: Mamaba yeah
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going :: Oops baby I did it again
Movie :: I've no clue
Commericial :: Geico
Person :: Victoria
Thing :: Tigger (mah cat)
Sight :: Sunset or Sunrise
Sound :: Musicccccc (Britney Spears and Hilary Duff's songs)
Food :: Pizzzza
Thing you're looking forward to/want :: Graduating and going to college at NTID or sumwhere in Florida
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck :: Hot tubbie or going for a walk (if it's nice out)
When the emotion rocks :: Willllld!
When there's no emotion :: Eh..theres never no emotion!
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again :: Nope
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: Angggger
Be happy forever and never experience bad times :: Nope, I rather learning things and being able to experience things coz that's only way you can learn things.
Cause misery :: Nah
Feel misery :: Yeah
Be alone :: I doubt it! I'm sure no one wanna be alone
Be with everyone you know :: Freaking hella yeah
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else :: Victoria, Doug, and Beki
Angers you more than anyone else :: Mom
Scares you more than anyone else :: I got no clue
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: I have no idea..well me? I think sooo much, alritey?
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: couple people..well actually, alot of people.

So yeah that's all for now :-D dang lots of questions, well not really haha but yeppers. I'm at home now...today supposed to have basketball pictures but pfftie, I am kinda feeling sick with headache and all that so yeah..my mom and sister is sick too, so yeah, oh wellie, we're not cautious though..so yeppers, talk to ya'll later!
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TO MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE [18 Jan 2004|01:57am]
Well blaaah...am talking to Doug, and omgggah! He sent me an song that he's listening to and it made me hm, really thinking alot, here's the song--
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you fell my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet
And I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
There's not doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling down the avenue
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothin' like me yet

There and nothin' that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

so yeah, its called "TO MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE" dannggg..I even signed the song and I think I did pretty good coz I signed it in the emotional kind of way..yanno so yep!! Muwaha hehe soo..yeahh got me thinking about that song alot. Hehe well I am outtie..back to signing the song again! Latttter
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[18 Jan 2004|01:12am]
FOOOOO!! I am tired but can't jeeeeeeez freaking sleep for some reason! So, I just got online and am talking to friends, but I am becomin sleeeeeepy though! Well, just thought I could drop a line in here so..yeeppp lattter! *thinking about sumone..fooo* haha lattttter
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BoRrRrRrEd! [11 Jan 2004|06:37pm]
Blaaah! I am really bored right now! Many people is online right now but I don't usually talk to them anyway. But yeah, I am talking to Kristina and Beki right now. So...anyway, I had fun this weekend. Friday night, had basketball practice from 4 45pm to 6 15pm at RMS (was postponed coz of boys sophomore basketball game at RHS) and then Doug, Beki, and Victoria picked me up and went to my apartment then I got into my normal clothes (changed out of basketball practice uniforms) and then we left and went to Mike K's house. Jeremiah, Chris, Mike K, Doug, Beki, Victoria, me, Kirstin, Taryn, and Ann were all there. Then we had some pizza when we got there, then went downstairs and hung out, then left his house to go to Mockingbird Bowling and then didn't go home until like maybe around 11:45pm and then Doug, Beki, and Victoria all came over to my apartment and hung out in my room, played Oujia game (creepy game), turns out that Doug and Victoria fell asleep on my(Doug) and Kirstin(Victoria)'s bed. Me, Beki, and Kirstin were playing game. Until maybe around 12:30am then they left. Then I woke up around 1 30pm the next day. Then cleaned little bit then Doug, Beki, and Victoria came over. Hung out for little, then decided to go out to eat but turns out we didn't find anywhere to eat..offically most of us were broke. Then Doug dropped us off at my apartment then me, Beki, and Victoria went up to gas station, turns out we couldn't find anything to eat then we decided to go to Dollar Gerenal coz it's cheaper. Then we went there, then got some pop, cookies (much of cookies, jeez!) and some little things. Came home, ate then went to my room, hung out for little bit and played Oujia game again then we decided to go rent some movies. So we did, at Hyvee, we got.. 'Just Married' and 'Its Guy Thing' but ended up that we can't watch it that night so we waited until morning to watch it. So we hung out in my room..played little bit of Oujia game then Beki fell asleep then Kirstin went to the computer, Victoria and I went to bed. I woke up around 10:30 am in the morning and then we went and watched a movie 'Just Married' then after that, Victoria had to go home *awww nooo!! :(* Then me, Beki, and Kirstin made some eggs to eat (we were hungry) and then we watched 'Its Guy Thing' then Beki and I hung out in my room for awhile then she left. Then I went and start on some chores (sorting some clothes then watched some tv, then Victoria called me, talked, then I got online, here I am :-D . So hmm...mom's ordering some good shit from Roman's something..but it's good! Wheeeeeee! Well I am done for now, talking to my hunnie so lattttttter! Bye
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CoOoOoOoOoLLLLLLd!! [06 Jan 2004|11:04pm]
Jeeeeeez! It's freaking cold in here! I've been cold all day. I think I am getting sick. *Gulps* Oh well, it's probably the weather though. Too much coldness going into buildings-whereever I go, doesn't matter what room, but still, I'm colddddd! Taco Bell, Grenta Elementary School, Ralston High School, my apartment, and the gas station, its all COLLLLLD! Brrrrr! But yeah, went to my basketball game tonight, and jeez, we sucked as hella. One girl sprained her ankle..dang not goodie (not really sprained her ankle but just hurted it badly). After basketball game, went to Taco Bell with Matthew and Beki, and it was STILL cold there...grr! Well, I am outtie..going to bed and meeting Victoria at our dreamland so good night! Bye *hugggggggs Victoria* I wuvvvvv you so damn much! Hehe
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TiRrRrRrRrReD! [02 Jan 2004|12:11am]
Blaaaaaah! I am tired as hella rite now! Haha, but yeah, just watchin' some tv show and am chattin' with Jeff Loveland from school. I don't have a crushie on him anymore. He's just a friend, haha since some of you might've think that I do still like him. So yeppers. Around 11, Beki, Doug, and Victoria left my apartment. We were hanging out ever since 6pm. We went to Valentino's (buffet kind) and then after that, we went back to my apartment, hung out little bit then decided to go out and rent a movie at Blockbuster. We searched for awhile, couldn't really find anything then we found this movie called 'The Rules of Attraction'. It's interesting movie, kinda boring, but interesting sex scenes, haha, just kidding! But yeah, anyway, mom ordered pizza, but I couldn't have some though coz mom doesn't wanna be feedin' my friends (meaaaaan!) so yeah, after they left, I just went back in and took the mattress from my bedroom out to living room since mom was sleeping on the couch. So then I ate some cake from Godfather's and watched tv..then decided to get online. So, here I am! Tomorrow, around noon, Alex and Beki's coming over and hang out for awhile. Then we'll see what we're doing afterwards, just hoping to be with Victoria though since I wuv her! Hmm..anyway! What did I do on the New Year Eve night? Hmm, well I babysat couple of kids with Beki. Babysat 6 kids, they are all soooo cutttte!
Name/Age/Deaf or HH or H:
Mariah/7/Hearing--really talented in sign language!Loves 2 talk
Marcy/5/Hearing--does not know much sign lang. but is learning!
Kelsey/3/Hard of hearing--Loves to give her sis hard time :-/
Emily/3/Hard of hearing--Kelsey's twin sister~ veeerry cute!
Curtis/9/Deaf--very fun little boy, jesus, he loves to talk!
Andrew/6/Hearing--only knows some sign lang. but is learning!

So yeah, Mariah and Curtis are sister and brother. Andrew are Emily and Kelsey's brother. Marcy doesn't have sister or brother, but yeah, she's really cute! Me and Beki didn't get to Beki's house until 3:30am in the morning. We both were really tired, the kids wore us out. Mariah told me and Beki that we are their favorite babysitter, she never liked any babysitters until us. I thought that was so cute of her. She also made me and Beki a card. I have it :-D We all also took lots of pictures last night so I'll get the camera developed and can't wait to see the pictures! Hehe, I really wanna babysit them again! I wuv them!!

Hmm...this Saturday! I can't wait! Am going to Harlem Globetrotters with my hunnie at Qwest Center! New building..never been there before! Then miggggggght sleep over at Victoria's house, am not so sure since the game might be over really late. So yeah, we'll see! Hehe :-D *hugsss Victoria* I can't wait until this Saturday! Muwahahahahah!

Well, hate to stop typing but I am too tired, so I am gonna go to beddie now and start going into my dreamland! I have a appointment at 1am to meet someone in my dreamland. So I'll update the LJ sum other time. I am also tryin' to update my LJ more often now. Haha :-D Well, beddie time! Good nitey!!
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BrRrRrR..... [30 Dec 2003|11:50am]
Howdy everyone! Goodddd morninnnnnng! Well actually, it's almost good afternoon! Muwaha. Anyway..anything happened to me this morning? Hmm...yeah! I finally went to bed at 6:30am, then Kirstin woke me up at 7:51am, then I just freaked out coz I wasn't sure what time it was. Buttttt, I called my terp and told her I am not going to my basketball practice coz I have flu..which I kinda really don't but, I have coughing. Even though I am sick, I must still go, but jeez, there's no way I am gonna go if I am feeling sick or anything! La la, so yeah! Hehe, well I gotta bounce..need to do laundry and calling my terp (party's terp) then am off to shower. So talk to ya'll later! Buhbyes
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GiMmE SoMe HuGs! [30 Dec 2003|05:01am]
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BoRrEd CaNt SlEeP! [30 Dec 2003|04:40am]
*Growls* Jeez, I cant sleep tonight..it's already 4 40am in the morning. I have basketball practice at least in almost 5 hours (damnit). I can't sleep coz I've been sleepin ever since 8 30pm to maybe almost 2am. So yeah..when I woke up, I just watched movie-Bad Boys II with Kirstin then she fell asleep...then I was listenin' to Hilary Duff and Britney Spears on my stero, then I tried to go back to sleep, but pfft, I can't! And theres nothing to watch on tv! *Growls again!* So yeah...I'll be busy later today. Here's my plans for today:
9:00am- wake up and get ready for basketball practice
9:45am- mom take me to Blockbuster and drop off movies then to RHS
11:30am or 12:00pm- finish with practice
12:15pm- arrive home and get clothes into washer/dryers
12:30pm-get into the showwwweeeeer!
1:00pm-take a nap or something
2:30pm- Beki and Victoria meet me here at my apartment
3:00pm-arrive at Falcon's party
3:00pm to 6:30pm- Paaaarrr-tayyyy!
6:30pm- leave Falcon's house and go to Lindsay's!
7:00pm- Arrive to Lindsay's house
7:00pm to 9:00am- sleeping then wake up and leaving Lindsay's to my basketball practice at RHS
10:00am- practice starts
12:00pm- practice finished...going home
12:15pm-arrive home
12:30pm- eat and then take a nap
4:30pm- Beki pick me up to go to babysitting
5:00pm- arrive at Amy's house (babysitting)
5:00pm to 1:00am- babysitting and having fun! *new year eve!*
1:15am- leave Amy's house and go to Beki's
1:45am- arrive and then beddie time!
9:30am-wakeeeee up!

So yep, see how busy I am?! Bussssssy as an beeeeee! Muwaha. Me a dorkie right now..hehe. OMG!! Jeepers Creepers 2 is a scariest movie I've ever seen in my wholllllle LIFE! For the first time ever, I screamed during one of the scenes in the movie when Jeeper Creeper showed up out of nowhere onto bus's window. *Shudddders, and gives myself goosebumps!* Maaan, I wish Victoria was there w/ me so I could hold her instead of screaming my head off! *Gulps* VICTORIA, NEXT TIME YOU'RE GONNA BE WITH ME WHEN WE WATCH SCARRRRY MOVIE!! So yeaaaaah! I had fun w/ Beki, Matthew, and Victoria in da laundry room...*whoooosah!* muwaha just kidding, not that way! Just messin' around with the lights but ended up Matthew findin' the 'MAIN' lights that turns off everywhere in the apartment building. Freaked me out when he 'accidently' turned it off then I was like "I'm outta here!" then ran outside, then me and Beki noticed a guy comin' out to the hallway on the 2nd floor b/c the lights went out. Not goodie! *Gulps* Hehe oh wellie! Was funnn! But ain't gettin' risk of being in trouble or grounded again coz I already got plans for the next few days! Ahhh! In less a week, school's startin' again! Goddamnit! *imiating the coach in "Not Another Teen Movie"* Muwaha..pftie but we are already half year through high school until summer...dang, it has gone so freakkkkkin' FAST! Hehe but that's a good thing, summer's coming, POOL, here I come! Muwaha! Welll, I think I am gonna go back to trying to sleeeep! So gooodddd nighty..well actually, GOOD MORNING! Hehe good bye for now! *HUgggggs Victoria!* I WUV YOU! Beki *Hugggggs* MY BEST FRIEND forrrrever
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thinkin' tooo much! [18 Dec 2003|05:47pm]
Ahhhhhh! GOOD BYE FINALS! Finals are so fuckin' over, mofo! Butttttt, I still hafta take ACE test tomorrow morning, even though I do not have school. I hafta be at school before 8am and then take the ACE test and then around maybbbbbe hmm..8 45am, I will be done by then. Then I hafta clean all day until around before 3pm to go and pick up Elizabeth with Beki and then off to Kristina's house for a party. Then hafta come home early Saturday morning to wait for the SURPISE, I know the SURPISE! Then I have game on Monday at Bell. West! GO RALSTON! We better be kickin' some ass! Yeaaaaaah baby! Well, Sorry but I gotta bounce, I have too MUCH on my mind, and I think some of ya problly know what's onI am telling you, it just makes me really tired so I am gonna go now so good nitey! Byeeeee
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Bussssssssy! [01 Dec 2003|01:24am]
Me very busy this week! No time for computer ....sad! I just have been going thru hard time...and am STILL going thru hard time. Am very busy with school and basketball for the rest of week. I have game to play on Monday night and I still have to catch up those 3 days I missed last week of school before thanksgiving break. So, just letting ya'll know that I 'll be busy. Here is my schedule for this week:
Monday:
-School
-Go home and clean
-Basketball game at 6 *be at school at 5 30*
-Go home and then do homework
-Go to bed by 11
Tuesday:
-School
-Go home and clean
-Basketball practice from 5 to 8
-Go home and do homework
-Bed by 11
Weds:
-School
-Go home and clean
-Basketball practice from 5-8
-Go home and do homework
-Bed by 11
Thursday:
-School
-Go home and clean
-Basketball practice 5-8
-Go home and do homework
-Go to bed by 11
Friday:
-School
-Go home and clean
-basketball practice at 5-8
-Sleep over at Victoria's *my hunnie! I wuv you!*
Saturday:
-Go home and prayin for no morning practices *gags*
-Chores
-Watch tv
-Homework
-Bed by whatever I feel like to
Sunday:
-stay home
-Do homework if I have to
-Workout for awhile in the gym (basketball, definietly!)
-Hang out at my apartment
-Bed by 10 or 11

So, see how busy I am? Maybe doesnt seem so busy to you but at least I got my schedule setted up for this week...whee! Hehe so...I better bounce and finish up my english homework then I am going to go to bed so good nitey! Lattttter
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